So how does one party?
I’m really bad at not being/feeling serious ( serious in a quiet contemplative way, I suppose). I am very good at being silly, but not in a way that many people seem to be silly, and usually only during spells of medication related mania, or around my momma or dearest loves. Im good at positive thoughts, and feeling hopeful and staying calm, but that takes all my energy. I’m not good at partying or ‘letting loose’ or feeling light..
Piña colada Popsicles and beer and river walks and good conversation.
It’s all okay.
in bigger bummer news, i got informed last night that the canadian work visa that originally applied for 3 months ago, that is meant to take 2 months to approve, that i travelled from australia to the u.s. to wait for, hasn’t even began to be processed! so..i have been waiting it out 3 months with no income, living off my savings..and now i probably cant go to canada to work, after uprooting my life in order to do so.. :( :( :(..just like what happened last year… I’m completely stuck.
also im making a mess of relationships.
also..its a nice day for sangria in the sun :)